Thursday, March 14, 2013

Pregnant Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was pregnant with twins. I remember feeling how the left side of my belly bulged more than the right. Though I got pregnant out of wedlock, I distinctly remember feeling peaceful and strong, I would love these babies with all my heart. A truly interesting dream. I can feel the feeling of it now and have been recalling it all day long. I looked up the symbols and they are hopeful. Dreams.

Motherhood

The Morris family is officially moved up here. We are complete. These children fill spaces in my heart. The other night Tyson and I put Ava and Paisley to bed. We read a story, then the scriptures, then took turns singing songs to them in the dark as we tickled their backs. Yesterday I jumped on the trampoline with Paisley and Boston; we three held hands and jumped, then Pais jumped by herself and I held Boston's hands and bounced with him. I pushed Paisley on the swing and held Boston on my hip. Ava got a splinter, I carried her inside and got it out with a pair of tweezers. I feel at home taking care of children. They fit well in my arms and heart and they make me happy in a different way then other things. Motherhood. What an adventure it will be. The hardest, best job in the world.